You're closer to transcending than anyone. You could definitely help them. But you feel weird about how long you've been gone. Yuwen and Kuviu have their own thing going, and Ajact's so ultra strong she doesn't need any help (and she's probably asleep right now anyway). You've spent so much time chasing mysteries that you haven't gotten to play with your friends, and all you have to show for it is a shitty map and a set of cryptic instructions you don't remember writing. You have more questions than when you started, as if mysteries only spawn further mysteries instead of solutions. It would be so easy to go and transcend and assume they'd all get answered, and if you were asleep you're sure that's exactly what you would do. But...
Oh, you've figured out what that weird feeling is. You're lonely.