You can't tell Maz this, but inside your mind the implications are all too clear. If the mydian players won their game and created a new universe that was still enslaved by the Book of Eternity, what is *your* reward for winning? You've just found out you were created by whatever entity formed the laboratory--let's be real, it was Skaia--and now you know that it was for no other reason than to create another universe for it to subjugate. It aligns exactly with your worst fears from reading In Medio. The Skaia of the four Mediums begat your universe, which begat Skaia again. An eternity of eternities. The ultimate subjection. There is no escape.