Is that true? Was it really not your fault? The theolegal expert in your head starts up: In a case where someone saw a murder and did not stop it, what are they charged with? You don't actually know what the ruling would be, but if you put it that way it would be kind of weird to even call it negligent murder. Maybe... Ajact is right? Maybe, no matter how guilty you felt, you didn't... deserve to die. You don't even want Ajact to die, even though she actually murdered someone.
...You suddenly remember that you're really mad at Ajact.