You do a page search for 'Skaia' and find some interesting things in the 'big picture' section. You're not sure about this 'free will' theory, or the idea of creating new universes, but it sounds like there's nothing wrong with Skaia in apocryphalCatalyst's session. You're also interested in Derse, which sounds like the dark planet Anomalosprite said your dreaming self is on.